Ugh. What a Day

It's just one of those days.
A spin off of Mayday Parade's, If you Wanted A Song Written About You, All You Had To Do Is Ask.

I'm throwing away pictures that i never should have taken in the first place
and it's cold in my apartment as i'm changing all the colors from the brightest reds to grays
well it's 3 o'clock on monday morning
i'm just hoping you're not seeing her face
i've been getting calls in these hotel rooms
long enough to know that it was her that took my place

and i hope this makes you happy now
that the flame we had is burning out
and i hope you like your pictures facing down
as even broken hearts may have their doubts
and i'm burning all the letters
hoping that i might forget him and his bad taste
that he left when he was leaving me a life of barely breathing
as he walked out of this place and you dropped the note
and we changed keys you changed yourself
and i changed me i really didn't see us singing through this
then you screamed the bridge and i cried the verse
and our chorus came out unrehearsed
and you smiled the whole way through it
i guess maybe that's what's worse
and i hope this makes you happy now
that the flame we had is burning out and i hope you like your pictures facing down as even broken hearts may have their doubts and i'm taking all your memories off the shelf and i don't need you or anybody else so take a look at me see what you want to see when you get home take me home i'd rather die than be with you take me home you have a problem with the truth take me home because this happens every time i knew it would... i knew it would... take me home i'd rather die than be with you take me home you have a problem with the truth take me home because this happens every time and i knew it would... i knew it would... and i hope this makes you happy now that the flame we had is burning out and i hope you like your pictures facing down as even broken hearts may have their doubts and i'm taking all your memories off the shelf and i don't need you or anybody else so take a look at me see what you want to see when you get home

Look at how you made her smile...

Look at how you made her smile.
She doesn't smile like that anymore
No, she definitely doesn't laugh like that anymore
You made her fall so hard
And the moment you were supposed to catch her,You left. And look at her now.
She had the best intentions.
And you took advantage of everything she had to give
All she ever wanted was you.
All you ever wanted was another girl added to your list of has-beens
I bet she hopes you feel guilty.
But I bet you don't.
Look at how she looked up to you
Look at how you let her down.
Just look at how you made her smile
I just hope you feel guilty now

Tonight...

Tonight...
Is The All Time Low Concert.
And am I going?
No.
My FAVORITE BAND.
And I can't go.

To say the least, I am livid.
Yes...with the red and everything.
LIVID

For those of you who don't know what that means here's a definition.

Livid- (n) Furiously angry; Having a dark, bluish appearance; Pallid
yes. That is what I am.

Turning Back The time...

Today hasn't been much different then all of those before...
Just sitting here staring at the open doors..
Wondering how it could be or why it wasn't...
I'm wasting my time, I know
But I'm not about to let go...
The memories come up every second of everyday...
It doesn't matter what I do...
They're not going away...

Here's the song that I want you guys to read today...
It's called Turn Back the Time by Chase Coy

Did you know how much you meant to me? Oh no...
Do you know I still carry the memories? Oh no...
Did you that for me letting go wasn't easy? Oh no...
No you dont.

Do you still listen to our lullaby? Oh no...
Does it help you get to sleep at night? Oh no...
Are you singing along by the pale moonlight? Oh no...
No you don't.

I just need a bit more time to get you off mind tonight
I'm thinking of your bright green eyes
Brighter than the stars that lit the sky
An angel in disguise...

I just need a bit more time
I want to hold you in my arms tonight...
I can't forget those bright green eyes
Can't forget the moment they met mine...
Please...turn back the time...

My New Proposition...

This is kind of going to be a "song of the day" thing.
Just something to give you a little insight on whats up...
Especially since I really don't know what to write about today...


Everytime I hear your name
Keith Anderson...
Finally got over that song of ours; stopped chasin' little red sports cars,
To check the license plates and I quit drivin' by your place.
Back makin' the rounds at our old haunts: Honky Tonks, restaurants.
And seein' some of our old friends: it feels good to dance again.
And I can finally smell your perfume and not look around the room for you.
And I can walk right by your picture in a frame and not feel a thing.

But when I hear your name,
I feel rain fallin' right out of the blue sky.
And it's the fifth of May, and I'm right there starin' in your eyes.
And nothin's changed, and we're still same.
And I get lost in the innocence of a first kiss,
And I'm hangin' on to every word rollin' off of your lips:
And that's all it takes, and I'm in that place,
Every time I hear your name.

Got someone special in my life; everyone thinks she'll make a great wife.
Dad says he thinks she's the one; reminds him of Mom when she was young.
But it's way too soon to be talkin' 'bout rings; don't wanna rush into anything.
She's getting over someone too, kinda like me and you.
And she talks about him every once in a while, and I just nod my head and smile,
'cause I know exactly what she's goin' through; yeah, I've been there too.

And when the conversation turns to you,
I get caught in a "you were the only one for me",
Kinda thought, and your face is all that I see.
I know I can't go back but I still go back.
And there we are, parked down by the riverside,
And I'm in your arms about to make love for the first time,
And that's all it takes, and I'm in that place,
Every time I hear your name.

I stop thinkin' 'bout the words I left unsaid.
(Every time I hear your name.)
I stop tryin' the change the things I can't change.
(Every time I hear your name.)
In my heart I know you're gone, but in my head,

I feel rain fallin' right out of the blue sky.
And it's the fifth of May, and I'm right there starin' in your eyes.
That's all it takes, and I'm in that place.
And there we are, parked down by the riverside,
And I'm in your arms about to make love for the first time.
And I can't explain, but I'm in that place,
Every time I hear your name.

Every time I hear your name.
(Every time I hear your name.)
(Every time I hear your name.)
Every time I hear your name.

Dang. If that doesn't say it all...I don't know what does....

Comments??

My First Post :]

Wow...well...ok. This is my first post so I'm not really sure what to do on this blog nonsense. I don't really even know what to say...or what to write about...so I guess I'll just go for it and see what comes out...
Today was a Thursday. I mean that in the sense that I hate Thursdays....but I hate Tuesdays more...Tuesday is my pessimist day. That reminds me...I'm not really sure whether I'm a pessimist or an optimist...all of that glass half empty or half full stuff is ridiculous... I feel like I would love the "glass is half full" concept...but I mean really...? What if I just want it to be half empty so I can fill it up all the way full again? Does that mean I'm greedy? Ah. The things I think of when I'm not paying attention in class..hahaha
Well i guess that's all for now :]
-Sierra